well, i don’t have a fear of commitment.i have a fear of abandonment.we all screw things up,i screw things up.especially with the people i love.i get needy, i get moody, i get distant, i want to be too close. i get confused,i don’t understand all of it. But i keep pushing because i hope in this thing.de universe.theres no way im de only person out there who wants something this bad. If i want it someone else out there must too. right ?