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Tuesday, December 15, 2009 12:35 AM
"A calm and peaceful mind is a very important
factor in good health."
factor in good health."
my mind is in a mess right now, im tired and i have always got no time for myself,even if im having my off day,mostly i would spend the time playing tennis cuz thats de only way i can stay healthy .talking about peaceful mind, i think im feeling more peaceful and calm whenever i listen to acoustic songs,so yeah i have changed all my blog songs to acoustics, no more house genre, gawwd i need a break man. anyhoos, i cried before i dozed off to sleep yesterday, i cried because im sad and i dont understand what did i do to deserve this from you, suradi. yes you. rewind back, when we first knew each other , i knew you as de guy who is sweet and de kind of " gentlemen" type. we went dating for a month and off to relationship cuz at that point of time i knew you were de one for me. i trusted you so much, you treated me well. i waited for you, i cried alot for you when you were away for your 6-days overseas soccer trip. but things changed after you came back, you told me its better if,us be friends cuz you cant give attention to me, you love your dreams more than you love me, you prioritise your friends than you prioritise me. you swear you broke up with me not because of any other girls just that you are too busy with soccer,school and friends. with that i respect your decisions and i agreed to be your friend. but you did not treat me like your own friend whereas you treated, you talked to me like we are somekind of enemies, im asking here, what wrong,or have i done a very big mistake towards you ? its pain to see us arguing,fighting just because of being ego. no matter how many guys i have met, no matter how hard i tried to hate you and no matter how many times you have hurt me.. i just cant erase our memories off, its hard for me,its very hard. maybe because i have lov-ed you too strong. i have tried my very best to be friends with you, but you just dont want to work it out with me, you hate me dont you ? now de truth is here, i do still think of you, i do still care for you.
but at times when you tried to be sarcastic with me, i intend to feel that
" how i wish you never exist in my life "
hany : adi sombong
adi : yes i am, sorrie
hany: why do you have to be ?
adi : cuz i lead my life this way
girl, happy now ? so stop forcing him to go back together with me. he just cant.
and im going to start anew, i want a new fresh life.
it hurts to see my past
and to those howdies and babes whose been my pillar of strength, thanks alot guys
im going far.