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no more hany suradi
Monday, October 26, 2009 8:07 PM



i guess i will make this a last post for you.
i swear, im tired of crying and waiting for you.
most of my friends told me to hang on and wait for you, just give you a time off
but i dont think theres a way we can be back together.

its easy for you to let me go, but it aint easy for me to accept the fact.
im trying, yes. slowly. and now i think its time for me to move on and live life to the fullest.


the last message i got from you was ,


" lets be friends okay, i have no time for relationship. im busy with soccer and school.im sorry.i swear i left you not because of other girls. just that i have no time for relationship and i cant give you my attention, insyallah if fated, we will be back together"
Im clueless, we dont even have any problems. you've changed


yes i think for now, friends is enough between us. im tired of crying, im tired of thinking of you all the time. its time for me to have a time off for myself. im running away from you and im running away from your friend, zul.. hes the one whos been listening to my cries,hes the one whos been cheering me up. the more i hang around with zul the more i keep thinking of you.

suradi, eventhough it hurts.i swear i don't blame you for this harsh decision.cuz i have a friend who said that ' SOCCER CAN BE ADDICTIVE'

but right now, im starting to think the negative way.

from what i see, i think your dating someone right now. hmm, Eiya i guess ?

why her ? if its not because of ' I LIKE YOU' tag you send her. hmm

whatever it is, i wish you good luck on dating her and i hope whoever your going to be with can love you better than me- love - you.

okay enough of that, the more im thinking about you guys, the more im hating you. no, i dont want to hate you. i dont want to hold grudges. some says, thats just a lame reason for letting me go. but i swear i dont blame you at all. for now, im moving on. yes im moving on.


our 1st july ends here. im happy with you for the past 4months. i wont forget the times im with you. the tears we shared, the joy we had.. till here, love Hany Natasha Bte MJ

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